October 23, 2010

Boku ga boku no subete...

Perhaps what I wanted, more than needed was for someone to just listen
I wasn't looking for any reassurance; basically I just wanted a place to vent out, where I can voice it out loudly for my ears to listen to it.
But I guess to hear some reassurance was a plus. I didn't seek for it but He let me have it and somehow it settled me down a bit. Alhamdulillah.

For the first time in the past two to three weeks, I wake up at 1 something a.m. in the morning and don't have the strong compulsion to go back to sleep.

I take that as a good sign.

Boku ga boku no subete... I am everything that I am now.

Success, failures, setbacks, challanges, hardship, dreams, goals...

While I am given this small opportunities now, I shall sieze them.
Tired? Maybe. Demotivated? Maybe. But while I'm a bit on the track at the moment, I'll take that chance.

I guess in a way, probably I miss them too, 嵐 =P

October 5, 2010

A Picture A Week: Week 39

Wanted to take the photo of the... let's see....6-7 cars convoying I guess, during one of the days of "jalan-jalan raya" but got the shot of the dusk from the side mirror instead xD

October 1, 2010

Giving back?

Blood donation lifted my mood today. A lot.
Usually there would be a banner a few days prior announcing that there would be one at the hospital but none was around this time around so it was a pleasant surprise, especially since the last donation was in March and since then we didn't have the chance or free time to go to the Blood Bank again.

Ohoku opens today... It would be nice to be able to watch that, to be honest. But at least blood donation distracted me a bit xD

I hope this is one of the little ways to give back.

So, if you're healthy, why don't you do the same too? There's a undescribable happiness and satisfaction afterwards~